And as we sat there listening to the carolers, I wanted to tell Brian it was over now and everything would be okay. But that was a lie, plus, I couldn’t speak anyway. I wish there was some way for us to go back and undo the past. But there wasn’t. There was nothing we could do. So I just stayed silent and trying to telepathically communicate how sorry I was about what had happened. And I thought of all the grief and sadness and fucked up suffering in the world, and it made me want to escape. I wished with all my heart that we could just leave this world behind. Rise like two angels in the night and magically… disappear.

Lunch with @jcarden08 (Taken with Instagram at Grille One Nine)

if you’re ever sad or depressed or self conscious about yourself just remember

there are people out there who masturbate to fictional ponies on a kids tv show and you’re not one of them

Your mom goes to college

Don’t have any money for 3 so I got the next best thing. (Taken with instagram)